Monday, September 21, 2009
You told me that you don't like texting. You also told me that you don't like to talk to me on the phone. Then how else are we ever going to have a chance to talk to each other? I can't go to your house, our timings always clash on weekdays, we barely have enough time for each other on Sundays. I don't even know if you still read this blog anymore but I post my feelings up for you to read everyday. Hoping to feel connected to you in some way and maybe you'd feel connected to me in some way too and that would hopefully put you in a better mood. This is about the only way I can think off that would help update you about me. But I have zero means of hearing about your day from you. And that totally sucks. What surprises and hurts me even more is that it does not seem to matter to you. You reply 1 out of my every 5 messages with 1 sentence expressing no interest whatsoever in carrying on talking to me. That hurts. A lot.


But I still love you. And I hope that one day, you would love me back the same way as I have.

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