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Labels: Diy. 13:10  09:00 07:58 And while you're at it, pass me my pack. Not forgetting the lighter too Light it up, baby, please, thank you.(: I know you're okay with my weight You even bake me Rainbow Cake! You tell me that I still look lovely But tell me, what are you thinking, really. There's just so much going through your mind I can see it from those eyes. Let me in, darling, through your door Even better, tell me more. I love it when you smile me And hold me, ever so tenderly. You wrap your arms around my waist Whispering, "Let's not leave this place." We'll fly away, on a hot air balloon Till we touch the rainbow, clouds and moon To a place no one else can find Yes, my love, I'm yours, you're mine. We'll have a house, cat and wolf. But please don't let them on the roof.:o And if you like, let us travel together As long as all these stay forever.<3 Labels: Diy. 09:44 15:41 15:38 22:51 21:05 19:02 有些人说习惯就好，但习惯不代表喜欢。 12:15 23:36 2) Computer 3) Handphone 12:15 18:28 20:25 17:13 And all the men and women are merely players. But without these players, there would be no game. 21:46 Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?" Some try to hand me money, they don't understand I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man I know it makes no sense but what else can I do How can I move on when I'm still in love with you 'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street So I'm not moving, I'm not moving Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here" I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year" Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go 'cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street So I'm not moving, I'm not moving, I'm not moving, I'm not moving People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news And you'll come running to the corner 'cause you'll know it's just for you I'm the man who can't be moved [Chorus 2x] Going back to the corner where I first saw you Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move 17:46 Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in Cos I got time while she got freedom Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even Her best days will be some of my worst She finally met a man that's gonna put her first While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you, And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces They say bad things happen for a reason But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you, And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces (One still in love while the other ones leaving) I'm falling to pieces (Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven) Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain You took your suitcase, I took the blame. Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name. I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in Cos I got time while she got freedom Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break No it don't break No it don't break even no What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok (Oh glad your okay now) I'm falling to pieces yeah (Oh I'm glad your okay) I'm falling to pieces yeah (One still in love while the other ones leaving) I'm falling to pieces (Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven) Oh it don't break even no Oh it don't break even no Oh it don't break even no 17:46 I told you it's okay, so you smiled and walk away. 22:52 I told you it's okay, so you smiled and walk away. 22:52 11:50 I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. She said "Some days I feel like shit, Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit," I don't understand why you have to always be gone, I get along but the trips always feel so long, And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone, 'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone, But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call, But when I pick up I don't have much to say, So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin', Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career, Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?" I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home... You know the place where you used to live, Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs, Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile, But now, you only stop by every once and a while, Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time, With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind, I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way, You can call me if you find that you have something to say, And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin', Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career, Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?" I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home... I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin', Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses, For why you're not around, and feeling so useless, It seems one thing has been true all along, You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone, I guess I've had it with you and your career, When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it... Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home... Please come back home... Please come back home... Please come back home... Please come back home... 23:44 SO over there we had river tracing, High Element activities, Mountain climbing and Service Learning. The instructors are all damn nice. They were the main reason why the whole course rocked actually. So I will be giving you a brief view on how the course went. Any chinese will be in 简体 and not in 繁体 cos i lazy go find the option. Outward Bound Taiwan 15 - 24 May 2010. Day 1: Arrival (2010.05.16) Ok this I have to say. I only brought along my school bag, another travel bag and a shoe bag. My check in luggage was my travel bag which weighed bout 6kg. When the rest of them saw my puny luggage, they all said I would die there cos I probably wouldn't have enough clothes. Plus all of them brought a suitcases that weighed around 12 kg. Plus a hand carry bag and a shoe bag. Hahahah. Arrived at 桃园机场 at about 1730 hours. Looks slightly differen from the last time I was there. Think they did some renovations. Got my luggage, then took a bus to 渴望基地 桃园县龙潭乡高原村渴望路428号 which was essentially our base camp. Met the instructors there. They were 牛哥，胡瓜，小眼，小乐，贞瑜，小武，阿达. A bunch of fine people. Had a bento-like dinner with weird vegetables that looked like the plants that were growing there. Zzzz. And the weather was quite cold at 21 degrees. Plus there was wind and extremely thick fog. and that area was standing at 400+m above sea level. Lol higher than Bukit Timah Hill. Win. So that area was called 龙潭 because fogs like that day were common. And in olden times when there were fog, people thought that a dragon would come out. So that's how it got its name. Okay so after a rather painful dinner, we had a sharing session which was about our expectations for this camp. So we went in a circle and took turns to say ours. Mine was 吸取经验 开阔视野. Then when everyone hear liao started to "wah" here "wah" there cause they don't believe my chinese so good. Hahhaha. Then we had to write our expectations on a piece of cloth. So when I was writing mine I realised that I forgot how to write 取 so I suddenly stopped. Then they all started laughing again. Nabeh. Lol. But I remembered in the end so it was cool. Then we had to make out last calls to our family and friends to say our last words cos we had to leave our valuables with them. Sad. So after that was tent pitching. So we had to pitch our tents in the cold and fog. Zzz. So we just slept in our jeans cos we lazy to change. Their tents were damn good 8-men tents. So I slept with YongXiang, QinJiang, GuanKoi and Betrick. Couldn't sleep. So we started cocking. And then I began to suspect that I had forgotten to bring any plastic bags.(FTW!) Then cock halfway don't know why but YongXiang started to get high and called me dildo boy and began to laugh at himself. Uh okay lor... So we fell asleep at bout 12+ When I was just a chao recruit, I asked my Sergeant what would I be. Day 2: 朔溪 (2010.05.16) Woke up cold. The fog was clearing. Went to brush my teeth and found out that there was hot water in the toilet!(Which brought a lot of joy to the rest.) So we fell in at 630 in sports gear. And the sun was shinning brightly already. Had a morning run of supposedly 3km but we felt that it was definitely less than that. So we ran around that area la. Saw some tea leaves fields. So cool. Plus the fog was still around so we couldn't see clearly after 3m or something. Then halfway through QinJiang told me that a frog got owned.(A car ran over it.) But I didn't get to see it.): After that we drew our cooking utensils. But I forgot what we had for breakfast liao. Think its some tuna sandwich but I don't eat tuna one so I took mor lettuce. Yay. So our activity that day was River-Tracing. Went to draw our stuff, then left in a bus. The river was in 花莲 so the bus ride took about 1h. So all of us fell asleep on the bus. Shiok. The name of the river was 梅花溪 if I remembered correctly. And at the base of the river was some hot spring resort and we had to put our bags in the toilets there. Then everyone inside the resort were like staring at us when we wore our wetsuits in like some weirdos like that. The river was damn cold, but nice. And it was about 3km. So trace trace trace until bout halfway then came across a point where there was a mini waterfall bout 2.5m high. Then all of us had to climb up using the wall beside it. Then not long after that we came across another point where again water was gushing down on us but this time not so easy, cos it was between 2 smooth 1.5m rocks. So I was the last guy to go up after pushing some of the others up. Due to the lack of friction and spots to push myself up, I had a tough time getting up. Thanks to those who helped me. Then at the mid-point we stopped for lunch. Had to cook instant noodles so yes, we brought our utensils. So basically, we were at the side of the river. But due to the uneven terrain, we spilled one part of it. Heh. So after that the instructors taught us how to pee in the river. So all you have to do is put your ass into the water and smile! So before we carried on with our journey, YongXiang, GuanKoi, JingZhan and a few others started to sink their asses down and smile at us. Tsk. So we continued our way up to the top and at the top, we saw a very nice waterfall which was about 10m high. Then we had to go up to about 1.5m to jump into the centre of the pool. Omg it was damn damn shiok. So after that we went out and back to the resort to bathe and stuff. They provide soap there luh! So imba. So all of us were damn happy. Hee. Following that was our hour long journey back to base camp. All of us slept on the way back again. Had to cook spaghetti for dinner. Quite nice quite nice. Hahaha. Then we had an equipment check to see if we got the correct clothing and gear for the climb. And some first aid course and I learnt some bandaging skills but other than that, I didn't really catch anything else cos I was damn seh already. Hee. Then after the lessons we went back to sleep. Down by the river! Okay I'm going to stop here. I spent the whole day thinking of all these and trying to rephrase everything that I copied in my Outward Bound journal. Tell you all more tomorrow la. :D P.S: Oh yah my mum went to perm her hair. o.o And my house got one new ceiling fan. Yay. 07:59 21:08 19:33 21:13 The teacher read, pausing at those parts which he wanted his colleagues to take particular not of: " "My happiest day it is on that 12 July 1976 I will tell you of that happiest day. My father want me to help him in his cakes stall to sell cakes and earn money. He say I must leave school and stay home and help him. My younger brothers and sisters they are too young to work so they can go to school. My mother is too sick and weak as she just born a baby'. Can anything be more atrocious than this? And she's going to sit for her General Certificate of Education in three months' time! And listen to this: 'I was very sad because I don't like to sell cakes I like to learn in school. But I am scare my father he will beat me if I disobeyed him so I cannot say anything to him. He ask me to tell my principal of my school that I am not going to learn anymore. I was scare my principal will ask me questions. Lucky my mother came home from the hospital where she born the baby and say to my father that I should learn in school and become nurse later. So I can earn more money. Sell cakes not earn so much money. She begged my father and at last my father agree. I think he agree becausehe was in good mood. If in bad mood like drunk he will beat my mother up and make trouble in the house.So my mother told me I was no need to stop learning in school. And that was the happiest day in my life which I shall never forget'." The teacher said slowly and mediatively, "I wonder why most of them write like that? Day in, day out we teach grammer and usage. For my part, I've taught them the use of the Tenses till I'm blue in the face, but they still come up with all kinds of Tense mistakes! I've drummed into them that when narrating a story or incident, they have to use the Past Tense, but I still get hideous mistakes such as the one you heard just now." A week later, the teacher, while correcting composition exercises in the staffroom, again he dropped his head into his hands in despair. It was different colleague sitting beside him this time, but the distress in his voice was equally acute as he said, showing her a page from an exercise book: "What do you think of this as a specimen of Secondary Four Composition? I give up! I resign!" "Ah, they are all like that," sighed his colleague in sympathy. "You should see the grammer mistakes I get from my Pre-University students, mind you, Pre-University." The teacher held the offending page in front of his colleague, and with his forefinger traced the lines that had given him the most pain. "Now look at this: I would like is become a nurse and successful career so I have a lot of money and luxuries,' - by the way, I had got them to writeon My Ambition' - 'so I can buy a house for my mother and brothers and sisters' - this is the only snetence in the whole composition that is correct grammatically. Listen to this one, can you make anything of it? 'and my favourite ambition I must strive very hard and make hard afford for if I have no ambition to help my mother and brothers and sisters they is sure to suffer for my father he don't care at all everytime come back from selling cakes only he must drink and spend all money on drinks and sometimes he beats my mother,' it's that Tan Geok Peng from Secondary Four C, you know that timid, mousy-looking girl who looks ready to faint in fright the moment you call her to answer a question. You know, I'm getting very worried about the standard of English in my class. I guess I shall have to get Tan Geok Peng and the likes of her in for extra Saturday coaching, otherwise they'll never make it in the exams. Three months away, I tell them. Just three months tin which to polish up your grammer and vocabulary and punctutaion, and write the first decent composition in your life!" The extra coaching did not save the poor teacher from the despair he was continually experiencing. "Ah!" he said, shaking his head sadly, "what shall I do? Read this muck! Let me see - yes, it's from this girl, Tan Geok Peng again - that girl will be the death of me, I tell you. I keep explaining things and going over and over the same things with her, but she insists on giving me such nonsense. Listen to this! She was supposed to write a story with the title 'The Stranger" and all she did was write a great deal of trash about her father - 'He canned me everytime, even when I did not do wrong things still he canned me' - she means 'caned' of course - 'and he beat my mother and even if she sick, he wallop her'. This composition is not only grossly ungrammatical but out of point. I had no alternative but to give her and F9 straightaway. God, I wish I could help her!" When the news reached the school, the teacher wad very upset and said, "Poor girl. What? She actually jumped down from the eleventh floor? Such a shy, timid girl. If only she had told me of her problems. But she was always too shy and timid to speak up." -Little Ironies ~Stories of Singapore. Catherine Lim This story makes me want to murder the damn teacher. 21:51 Title: Resistance Album Title: The Resistance Is our secret safe tonight And are we out of sight Or will our world come tumbling down? Will they find our hiding place Is this our last embrace Or will the walls start caving in? (It could be wrong, could be wrong) But it should have been right (It could be wrong, could be wrong) To let our hearts ignite (It could be wrong, could be wrong) Are we digging a hole? (It could be wrong, could be wrong) This is out of control (It could be wrong, could be wrong) It can never last (It could be wrong, could be wrong) Must erase it fast (It could be wrong, could be wrong) But it could have been right (It could be wrong, could be...) Love is our resistance They'll keep us apart and they won't to stop breaking us down Hold me Our lips must always be sealed If we live a life in fear I'll wait a thousand years Just to see you smile again Kill your prayers for love and peace You'll wake the thought police We can't hide the truth inside (It could be wrong, could be wrong) But it should have been right (It could be wrong, could be wrong) To let our hearts ignite (It could be wrong, could be wrong) Are we digging a hole? (It could be wrong, could be wrong) This is out of control (It could be wrong, could be wrong) It can never last (It could be wrong, could be wrong) Must erase it fast (It could be wrong, could be wrong) But it could have been right (It could be wrong, could be...) Love is our resistance They'll keep us apart and they won't to stop breaking us down Hold me Our lips must always be sealed The night has reached its end We can't pretend We must run We must run It's time to run Take us away from here Protect us from further harm Resistance 21:49 Title: Newborn Album Title: Origins of Symmetry link it to the world link it to yourself stretch it like a birth squeeze the love for what you hide the bitterness inside is growing like the newborn when you've seen, seen too much too young, young soulless is everywhere hopeless time to roam the distance to your home fades away to nowhere unstoppable 'cause you've seen, seen too much too young, young soulless is everywhere destroy the spineless show me its real wasting our last chance to come away just break the silence 'cos i'm drifting away away from you oooooohhh Yeah link it to the world link it to yourself stretch it like its a birth squeeze and the love for what you hide and the bitterness inside is growing like the newborn when you've seen, seen too much too young, young soulless is everywhere destroy the spineless show me its real wasting our last chance to come away just break the silence 'cos i'm drifting away away from you oooooohhh 21:33 21:29 21:53 15:31 23:45 Into a grey sky morning Now I'm here to stay Love can be so boring Nothing's quite the same now I just say your name now [Chorus] But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You don't want me back You're just the best I ever had So you stole my world Now I'm just a phony Remembering the girl Leaves me down and lonely Send it in a letter Make yourself feel better [Chorus] But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You don't need me back You're just the best I ever had And it may take some time to Patch me up inside But I can't take it so I Run away and hide And I may find in time that You were always right You're always right So you sailed away Into a grey sky morning Now I'm here to stay Love can be so boring What was it you wanted Could it be I'm haunted [Chorus] But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had I don't want you back You're just the best I ever had The best I ever had The best I ever 22:22 "knock knock...?" 21:33 22:15 13:23 And so I lift my chin as the show goes on, the sky is listening the stars all sing along. And you're not there anymore... 20:56 Stand another night without you Since you've been away Everythings dont seem like they used to be Between you & me Cause im missing you Im missing you, love Im missing you Im missing you, love Im missing you, love Im missing you, love Yeah yeah yeah Everyday everyday that you gone Im singing out that sad song If loving you is wrong Then it must be wrong Even if when im gone Our love is strong You're the one i want You're my number one I love you, not a fashion I need to love your passion But love is everlasting... 20:14 22:22 22:38 They are not part of the equation. You don't owe any of them any explanation. Because it never occured to you that actually if the person meant something to you, talking to them is not really a problem. You wouldn't not have things to talk about. But for you, it has always been this way. Maybe you do see the person as someone important but you just don't know how to tell that person that he/she is I don't know. All I want to know is, am I important to you? 12:00 22:33 22:40 21:23 17:42 20:41 Artist: Black Eyed Peas Album Title: The E.N.D I got so much love For you darlin' and I, I wanna let you know how I feel And it's true that I love you And it's true your the only one and I do, I adore you And it's true girl You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4] You said - you said - you said That I'm the only one You said that I'm your number 1 Now your gone and I feel numb Tell me where do we go wrong You are my best friend and boyfriend Now it's seems like you're my worst friend I gotta do soul searching Without you I'm a whole different person I ain't acting like I used to I don't feel loved like I used to It was your love I was used to Why do I had to lo-lo-lo-lose Your love your love your love Your love is what it was That have me feeling {bust} {You are my true love} And it's true that I love you And it's true your the only one and I do I adore you And it's true girl You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4] Hey girl your the only one {Must} be my number one Now your gone I feel so numb Tell me how do we go wrong First friends then we became best-friend You used to be my girlfriend Now your my worst friend Yeah I gotta do a lil soul searching Without you I'm a whole different person I don't even act like I used to I don't even feel loved like I used to I guess it's your love that I used to And I feel bad that I lose you I get so many things that I wanna sa-sa-sa-sa... I guess this mean that I'm missing you Sorry for the things that I did to you I'm so lost without you And it's true that I love you And it's true your the only one and I do, I adore you And it's true girl U make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4] La di di da la di da la da La di da la di da La di di da la di da la da La di da la di da I got so much love La di di da la di da la da La di da la di da I got so much love La di di di di di di di da la la la la ... I adore you and it's true girl You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4] So easy to fall in love with u And all the things that you do Baby girl your so remarkable So special, so wonderful So special, so wonderful So special, so wonderful Baby girl your so remarkable So spesh-al-al-al-al-al-al 21:53 21:29 13:11 22:36 00:17 21:58 12:47 16:42 21:51 21:07 19:26 And I know it hurts sometimes but you gotta be willing to try. Sometimes it's hard to see all the good things in your life. So you gotta be strong, you gotta hold on and love yourself. 21:20 And I got a blue black on my shoulder hollow from all the locking of rifle. 20:13 20:22 17:59 11:58 But then again I never was. 20:40 Just shows how much I mean to you. All I wanted was to live happily ever after. But I guess fairytales don't happen in reality. All this while, it was just a wishful thinking on my part. The sweet endearments, that kiss. It was all a sham. A manifesto of my own imagination. They didn't mean anything to you. The words that I sent you were probably forgotten upon sight. I don't want to be played by you like a puppet anymore. Once again, my heart has been shattered by you. And I'll have to slowly, cautiously, tape it back with the roll of tape I hold in my hand 24/7 - just in case. It cannot afford to be broken again for if it does, it will never be mended. Well it looks like I'm not needed nor wanted here anymore. And to think teacher gave us her blessings... Please tell me if I'm wrong. 18:29 我看起来也不太好我当然知道，因为你的表情让我很心疼。 你不了解我和你之间只是爱上了不爱我却又在乎的人。 应该挑拨你和他我想这是最好的时机，因为当你哭着说你还爱他，不忍离开他。我竟努力半夜你和他之间的和事老。 应该劝你离开他可是我却怎么也做不到，因为当你笑着说我最好了，是你知心朋友，我不敢也没有勇气告诉你别把我当朋友。 21:58 09:43 ________________All the schoolgirls are so many _____________________________The grass is green the roses red __________________________________________Remember me, when I'm dead I'm just not on your mind anymore. 08:10 19:27 You are in taiwan now, and I miss you. I don't know what's going on but you have managed to lift me up from where I was. And now it's easier for me to bear the days which you are gone. I'm already looking forward to the day when you come home. When you come back. I hope you are enjoying yourself. Drink lots of water, don't come home ill! Remember to take care of yourself!(: love, jun 14:07 18:49 15:15 10:17 I don't know what to do anymore. 22:58 15:59 17:23 20:02 22:21 21:42 20:50 I use a laugh to cover the sound of my shattering heart. I send a message so that you won't see how much i miss you. 22:29 20:21 22:00 I'm not as important as you make me sound right? 21:39 Drank too much last night, got bills to pay, my head groans in pain. I missed the bus and there'll be hell today, I'm late for work again. And even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day. And then you call me and it's not so bad, it's not so bad. Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through. Then you hand me a towel and all I see is you. Even if my world falls down now, I will not have a clue, because you're near me. And I know that it's not so bad, it's not so bad at all. 15:54 14:03 21:58 Happy 3 13:52 17:44 13:51 11:29 15:17 It's time. 11:48 19:48 21:49 11:21 19:16 But you don't see it as a responsibility do you? It doesn't matter. If you don't answer me half of the time, why do I tell you my problems? 21:51 And too much power rangers in a day would make you sick...(but I'm still gonna watch them anyway) 21:42 Do you want to go out with me? 13:41 So finally I got off the bus and instantaneously, a gush of cool wind went smack on my face. Ahhh how nice the weather is. One could literally see my chest, my back, my biceps and my triceps. Yes that was how much I sweat-ted. The wind kept blowing so hard that it blew away all the emotions that resides in my mine. And therefore I broke into song and smiled my way home.(: 12:12 20:04 21:26 20:43 20:27 20:21 15:43 13:50 13:02 20:24  so nice. 17:55 one more chance? 16:46 a hug? 22:58 15:56 15:54 Could I really go to your house to watch a movie? With you? 21:10 18:56 To the dawn I'll see you through.(: 18:31 Men were meade to do great things but Women were meant to make those great things even better. 18:22 20:19 16:40 16:40 22:58 Yesterday I wanted time to end I wonder if my heart will ever mend I just let you slip away 4 AM forever Maybe I'll never see you smile again Maybe you thought that it was all pretend; All these words that I could never say I just let them slip away 4 AM forever Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you) Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you) Goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, you never know Hold a little tighter 4 AM forever Maybe one day when I can move along Maybe someday when you can hear this song You won't let it slip away 4 AM forever And I'd wish the sun would never come It's 4 AM and you are done I hope you know you're letting go It's 4 AM and I'm alone Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you) Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you) Goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, you never know Hold a little tighter Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you) Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you) Goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, you never know Hold a little tighter 4 AM forever. 22:57 21:48 21:46 21:39 21:35 1) Complete a production together 2) Walk down orchard road during christmas together 3) Count down to the new year together 4) To bring happiness into each other's lives till we grew old together 5) To be together 21:32 Funny how it took a break for you to realise that I'm a "sweet" guy. 21:29 19:24 18:50 I woke up at 2 in the morning to find that You still have not called me. I woke up at 4 in the morning to realise that You have yet to miss me. I woke up at 7 and stayed awake till 8 to know that You have yet to remember me. 18:50 那是不是说如果每个人都用同一个角度来看世界，我们的生活就不会从满烦恼，充满问题呢？如果你说如果每个人都有同样一个观点，那我们不是活得很单调呢？那如果你有这么多个问题和意见，你就来开导我好了。 Thursday, December 13, 2007 18:35 23:59 20:15 night night loveee [: ahh choo! 23:04 22:56 But I still love you. And I hope that one day, you would love me back the same way as I have. 22:43 Weather = my mood. 21:04 16:12 Title: Change the World Since you've gone, well it seems like everything is wrong, And deep inside, I know that i've, lost much more than pride, Well, happiness is getting further away, Girl,i miss you more than words can say, I need a miracle now, so tell me, How can i change the world, Cause i sure can't change your mind, Where's the miracle i need now, got to get to you somehow, Cause i can't change the world, I can't change the world, No, i can't change the world, I can't change the world, Losing you, well it's been the hardest thing to do, So, i close my eyes and tell myself, that somehow i'll survive, Well you gave me heaven, then you took it away, Girl, i miss you more with each passing day, i need a miracle now, so tell me... How can i change the world, (change it) Cause i sure can't change your mind, Where's the miracle i need now, got to get to you somehow, And baby, so sad that you have to leave me, just so you can find yourself, And it's so sad that you just can't see, I love you more than life itself, No, i can't change the world, How can i change the world, Cause i sure can't change your mind, Where's the miracle i need now, got to get to you somehow, Cause i can't change the world, got to get to you somehow, No, i can't change the world..... 14:07 14:04 12:52 The weather is fine today. I hope it corresponds with your mood instead of mine. Cos if it does, the sun won't be shinning so strongly. The sky would be crying and filling the earth with my cold, salty tears. I sacrifice so much only to hope for a nod or a smile from you. A recognition, an acknowledgement. And I hope all I'm doing now is worth it. 16:37 21:59 21:07 A man said "thank you" to me when I held the door open for him and a friend as I walked out of Wheelock Place. That was about the only time I felt appreciated today. 21:01 21:01 18:33 18:20 "The city has changed. We have changed. This city is not so young anymore. We have a history to write. A history of so many people, many stories. There are many of us who worked to build this city, to change it for the better. yet it is the city that has changed us. And the future that is being written will be a dictated record." "Raffles Place" "Battery Road" "Time passes for the historian." "And if I wake, I should tell you these things of this, our city of small blessings." City of Small Blessing by Simon Tay And nostalgia surges through my bloodstream like an arrow piercing through my heart. 20:53 19:58 21:09 21:47 21:38 Title: Vanilla Twilight Album: Ocean Eyes The stars lean down to kiss you And I lie awake and miss you Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere 'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly But I'll miss your arms around me I'd send a postcard to you dear 'Cause I wish you were here I'll watch the night turn light blue But it's not the same without you Because it takes two to whisper quietly The silence isn't so bad Till I look at my hands and feel sad 'Cause the spaces between my fingers Are right where yours fit perfectly I'll find repose in new ways Though I haven't slept in two days 'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone But drenched in vanilla twilight I'll sit on the front porch all night Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you I don't feel so alone I don't feel so alone I don't feel so alone As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight I'll think of you tonight When violet eyes get brighter And heavy wings grow lighter I'll taste the sky and feel alive again And I'll forget the world that I knew But I swear I won't forget you Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past I'd whisper in your ear, Oh darling I wish you were here 20:37 Artist: Owl City Album: Maybe I'm Dreaming High rise, veins of the avenue Bright eyes and subtle variations of blue Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you Street lights glisten on the boulevard And cold nights make staying alert so hard For heaven's sake, keep me awake so I won't be caught off guard Clearly I am a passerby but I'll find a place to stay Dear pacific day, won't you take me away? Small town hearts of the New Year Brought down by gravity, crystal clear City fog and brave dialogue converge on the frontier Make haste, I feel your heartbeat With new taste for speed, out on the street Find a road to a humble abode where both of our routes meet The silver sound is all around and the colors fall like snow The feeling of letting go, I guess we'll never know Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins Cos your heart has a lack of color and we should've known That we'd grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone Your nerves gather with the altitude Exhale the stress so you don't come unglued Somewhere there is a happy affair, a ghost of a good mood Wide eyed, panic on the getaway The high tide could take me so far away VCR's and motorcars unite on the Seventh Day A popular gauge will measure the rage of the new Post-Modern Age Cuz somewhere along the line all the decades align We were the crashing whitecaps On the ocean And what lovely seaside holiday, away A palm tree in Christmas lights My emotion Struck a sparkling tone like a xylophone As we spent the day alone Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins Cuz your heart has a lack of color and we should've known That we'd grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone 19:23 20:20 18:50 22:07 12:30 13:11 17:36 17:07 From the rooftops I remember There was snow White snow Clearly I remember From the windows they were watching While we froze Down below When the future's architectured By a carnival of idiots on show You'd better lie low If you love me Won't you let me know? Was a long and dark December When the banks became cathedrals And the fog Became God Priests clutched onto bibles Hollowed out to fit their rifles And the cross was held aloft Bury me in armor When I'm dead and hit the ground A love back home unfolds If you love me Won't you let me know? I don't want to be a soldier Who the captain of some sinking ship Would stow, far below So if you love me Why'd you let me go? I took my love down to Violet Hill There we sat in snow All that time she was silent still So if you love me Won't you let me know? If you love me, Won't you let me know? 18:06 i miss your eyes nothing more what can a love song provide nothing more words are a lovely trite of something more and i wanna give to you give to you more than a love song can give more than a feeling like this more than a dimmed light upon a path you walk more than the words can explain more than the falling rain more than the sun shines upon your lovely face more than a love song now find a way to come to me show me where show me where i used to be and bring me there Well, this is enough to see something more and i wanna give to you give to you more than a love song can give more than a feeling like this more than a dimmed light upon a path you walk more than the words can explain more than the falling rain more than the sun shines upon your lovely face more than a love song now look upon your face its beauty to me when i look upon its beauty to me its beauty to me its beauty to me more than a love song can give more than a feeling like this more than a dimmed light upon a path you walk more than the words can explain more than the falling rain more than the sun shines upon your lovely face just more than a love song 11:08 That they're gonna throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now Backbeat the word was on the street That the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk along are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you I don't know how Because maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after all You're my wonderwall Today was gonna be the day? But they'll never throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you're not to do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do About you now And all the roads that lead to you were winding And all the lights that light the way are blinding There are many things that I would like to say to you I don't know how I said maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after all You're my wonderwall I said maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after an You're my wonderwall Said maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me You're gonna be the one that saves me You're gonna be the one that saves me 20:55 20:52 21:41 Title: Beautifully Broken It seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky It seems like yesterday I didnt know how hard I could cry It feels like tomorrow I may not get by But I will try I will try wipe the tears from my eyes [Chorus:] I'm beautifully broken and I don't mind if you know it I'm beautifully broken and I don't care if I show it Every day is a new day I'm reminded of my past Everytime theres another storm I know that it wont last Every moment I'm filled with hope cause i get another chance But I will try I will try Got nothing left to hide [Chorus] Without the highs and the lows Where will we go? Where will we go? [Chorus] I am beautifully broken, I am beautifully broken I am beautifully broken and I don't care if I show it 21:37 21:45 22:01 And And And I have found myself a new fan. Wong Qinjiang is my number 1 fan! He asked me to send him all the songs that I mixed just now. Lol! 18:29 Title: A Dustland Fairytale Album: Day & Age Dustland fairytale beginin Just another white trash County kiss Sixty one Long brown hair and foolish eyes Look just like you gone into some Kind of slick chrome american prince A blue jean serenade Moon river what'd you do to be But i don't believe you Some cinderella in a party dress but She was looking for a night gown I saw the devil warping up his hands Hes getting ready for the show down I saw the minute that i turn away I got my money on a pond tonight Change came in disguised of revelation Set his soul on fire She said she'd always knew he'd come around And the decades disappear like sinking Ships we persevere god gives us hope But we still fear We don't know The mind is poison castle in the sky Sit stranded vandalized The draw bridge is closing Some cinderella in a party dress but She was looking for a night gown I saw the devil warping up his hands Hes getting ready for the show down I saw the ending were they turned the page I threw my money and i ran away Strait to the vally of the great divide And were the dreams roll high And were the wind dont blow Out here the good girls die And the sky wont snow Out here the bird don't sing Out here the field don't grow Out here the bell don't ring Out here the bell don't ring Out here the good girls die Now cinderella don't you go to sleep Its such a bitter form of refuge Ahh don't you know the kingdoms under siege And everybody needs you Is there still magic in the midnight sun Or did you leave it back in sixty-one In the of the cadence in the young mans eyes And were the dreams roll high 23:20 23:18 12:21 13:38 15:26 17:14 plus ZhenHan and Solly (as of 1956 hours) plus Bralee (as of 1959 hours) plus Randall (as of 2006 hours) plus MeiShian (as of 2008 hours) plus Shuan Lee (as of 2036 hours) plus Sir Jun Kai (as of 2103 hours. no one liner hor!) plus XinYi (as of 2012 hours) plus Chinyee and Steffi (as of 2131 hours) plus Qinjiang (as of 2138 hours) Still got who else ah? xD 19:37 19:39 11:07 17:41 21:23 20:46 Well, here I go~ 18:40 14:47 21:06 16:30 19:02 18:34 20:29 18:32 18:23 19:30 20:28 Artist: Lindsey Harper Album: Loving Annabelle OST In the space between what’s wrong and right, You will find me waiting for you. All your fortresses go down in the night. To the dawn I’ll see you through. ‘Cause I know, that you know, You’re all over me now. And it’s clear, it will show, Your curtains will close. But if your heart is cold, my sheets are warm. I will shelter you through the storm. I will shelter you all through the storm. The answers aren’t so easy to find, The questions will have to do. ‘Cause I’ve lost myself deep in your life, My only fix is you. ‘Cause I know, that you know, You’re all over me now. And it’s clear, it will show, Your curtains will close. But if your heart is cold, my sheets are warm. I will shelter you through the storm. I will shelter you all through the storm. Saying what I am, what we are, It’s a start towards the truth. Taking my breath with each day, All I can stand in my heart it’s you. In the space between what’s wrong and right, You will find me waiting for you… 19:14 19:17 22:12 18:30 22:51 15:21 20:41 21:22 22:21 21:55 17:04 21:52 22:42 23:26 Tuts my barreh? :D 20:38 19:58 22:14 21:32 20:30 And this is the end of my weekend. >.< 22:30 14:29 21:11 21:53 Oh it's so pretty from way up there. We talked about how the lights from the buildings and cars, seemed like reflections of the stars, that shone out so pretty and bright, that night. 21:33 20:14 22:26 13:14 16:55 21:22 17:33 20:57
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